unsubstantiated

Dunno

Going to look at a buttload* of houses tomorrow starting at 9 am. One of these houses has to be good. One of them must have a decent roof. There’s gotta be at least one that doesn’t have a makeshift pool in the basement. Please let all the homeless live on the other side of town. * if you think about it, a buttload of houses is not very much. I don’t thing I could fit more than 2 and a half in my butt.

So. This is great. No motivation to clean up the mess from today’s activities. I don’t even want to get up to get my pillows to be comfy. Fucking waste of space, I am.

I am alive on the outside

I miss you. I forget you. I don’t know what to do. Feel lost. Not sad not mad or depressed. No feeling. She shows no emotion at all. Stares into space like a dead china doll.

Gone again.